Dear Eric: My husband and I have been together for nearly 25 years, married for 15. We have two kids, 8 and 12.
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I cannot say that our marriage has been good or easy or that staying together has been wise, and I could have written about a litany of challenges.
I have always quibbled with the labor imbalance in our relationship. For two decades, I have been the one who did the heavy lifting with household and family tasks: dinner, dishes, school paperwork, medical appointments, holidays, decorating the home.
Our 8-year-old was born severely premature, and that added a few years of weekly appointments with specialists, ordering supplies, hospital stays, and the like. Those were mine to handle, too. It’s been hard.
I deeply value opportunities to find joy in the special moments I’ve been able to create, as well as in my own successful career.
Last month, during an argument, my husband shouted at me that “all I do is make dinner.” I am shattered and I don’t know what to do.
Setting aside that making dinner most nights for the past 20 years is work itself, I feel like every vacation I’ve planned or gift I’ve wrapped or wall I’ve painted has just been a waste of time. What am I if all of these things were just nothing?
I was already on the fence about whether I should stay in this relationship or leave, but now my core sense of self is so shaken, and I feel so ashamed that I’ve spent my whole adult life on something so meaningless. What do I do?
– Invisible Labor
Dear Labor: I’m so sorry. Your husband is dead wrong, and I know you know this. It’s time to make a change for your own health and that of your kids.
You can give your husband the list of tasks you do, you can go on a strike, you can hash it out in couple’s therapy, but at the end …read more
Source:: The Mercury News – Entertainment
